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Cherry was my one true companion. All my other dogs were more "family" dogs than my dogs, but Cherry was truly my dog. She could only do two tricks: one was "sit" and the other was "attack position" (which in Cherry-language meant lie-down). She wasn't a pedigree. And she was a little scruffy. But she was the most loyal dog there ever was. She would follow me everywhere, walk me to my friend's house before making her way home on her own, greet me after school each day by jumping over the gate before I managed to make it into our compound, sleep in my bed during storms when I needed someone to hug... she was my bestest friend.
She passed away one Halloween's Eve when a school bus rolled over her as she jumped out of our compound onto the road to greet me as I came home from school. There were so many if only's. If only I had not wasted time picking flowers at my friend's house after dropping her off, we would have been five minutes early and Cherry would not have been killed. If only the bus hadn't come along at that precise moment. If only Cherry didn't know how to jump the gate (she was the only one of my dogs who did). If only. Her death has also made me superstitious against black cats for life; I had put a cut-out of one on my bedroom door for Halloween's that morning. Well, I didn't go trick or treating that year.
I'd never cried so much over losing anyone or anything. Before we buried her in our garden, I held her limp body in my arms for what seemed like an eternity, before my Dad nudged me to let her go. So I did... but some part of me will never let her go. There have been more dogs after Cherry... there have always been dogs in my family. But no dog since has quite matched up. And perhaps no dog ever will. Cherry came into my life at a time when I needed a friend. I was an only child. I had friends, but that was only during school hours or if there was transport to get to one another's houses. I had my gorgeous parents, but that was only after work. The rest of the time I had Cherry. My life is so different now, I have a boyfriend, I have a career to think about, I have less and less time for my dogs. But I thank god for giving me Cherry when I most needed her.
I will never, ever forget her and just know our paths will cross again, if not in this lifetime, the next, or the next... but I love her and always always will.
Remember - by Christina Rossetti
Remember me when I am gone away
Gone far away into the silent land
When you can no more hold me by the hand
Nor I half turn to go, yet turning stay
Remember me when no more day by day
You tell me of our future that you planned
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray
Yet if you should forget me for awhile
And afterwards remember, do not grieve
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had
Better by far that you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.
Our two puppies by Phaedra and Joey. They are now dogs, but so cheeky and playful we still
refer to them as puppies. Saddam knows he's special, so acts completely loveable and spoilt. Juice is the
foxy vixen and more aloof, but as adorable all the same. Neither of them can jump like their father, Joey, can, but
I haven't had the time to train them up like I did Joey, being away at university most of the time, and all.
But they can sit, stay, lie down, roll and look cute, though.
AND they are mighty lickers.
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